We tiptoe around everything here. You always have to be careful of what you do and how it affects everyone else around you, and I find it very frustrating because all I really want to do is be me. Being me though, involves the feelings and reactions of 3 other people. One of whom I haven't talked to in a year. Almost a year. It will be a year around mid-November. Does it bother me? All the time. There isn't really anything that can be done about it though.

I'll write more later though, this topic always makes me feel mentally exhausted.

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