| James and I | 2001-03-27 | . | |||||||
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My ICQ history with James, with some discreet editing. Him: *Shrug* I don't remember....it's easy though, you'll find it ;) Him: Hello, how goes? Me: hey :) what's up? Him: not much...where did aur go?? Me: she went to make a phone call, she said she'd be back. Him: Ah, ok. How come you two aren't in IRC? Me: cause i'm downloading songs to burn them onto a cd Him: Bah, dull stuff Me: it's fun! You still have to give me song names Him: What am I getting paid? Me: Eh? *Confused* Him: hehe, nevermind ;) Me: what! Him: It was a badly worded joke that made no sense ;) Me: THAT was a joke??? Him: Hello? Oh, by the way...we were wondering last night...why did you suddenly scream and say "I'm tired of being talked at" and leave? Me: I was just frustrated :P Him: With me, or with something at home? Me: with you and aur :P but it's all good now :P Him: Maybe for you...but now I'm confused? Why would you be frustrated with me and Aur suddenly? [Clip] you've always understood in the past..... Me: I know I know, I told you, it's all good now, so that's it :P Him: Except that I think you had some other reason.... *Shrug* If you were going to tell me what it was you'd already have done so. Sweet dreams. Me: night Him: There's no doubt that I have "Knight in Shining Armor" tendancies...but that is with all my female friends....not just the ones I fall for. I actually do fall for ones without problems occasionally, heck even Girl.A. Me: she's not all that perfect :) I think you know that on some unconscious level :P Him: Either way, she's better than I am. That's one of the reasons I always knew she'd never be interested. I've got nothing to offer somebody like that. Me: You've got her on an incrediably high pedestal. Him: I'm also standing in a ditch ;) Me: You are not!! Him: hehe, it was a joke dear....I'm well past my angsty depressed days. The fact is though that I am the type of guy that has only one thing he can offer to any woman; his heart....and that is something she doesn't want from anyone...so there is litterally nothing I have to offer her.....it's not a matter of her being on a pedestal. Me: I dont' know why you always say that about yourself. Me: Are you kidding me?! That's exactly what girls are looking for!!! Him: That's what girls say they are looking for....few actually are....she in particular is not looking for that....she's said as much repeatedly. Me: : Him: It's the truth...you've heard her say it herself.....that is why I say I have nothing to offer her....because I don't...at least not something she has any interest in at this stage. Even if she did, mine wouldn't be the one she'd look for. Me: I know..there's just nothing I can say to that.. Him: Wasn't expectig anything, just making sure you understand. I can't really move on, and I can't tell her...I'm stuck until something new enters my life. Me: what happend with the girl you met at barrymores? The one form your school? Him: ?? That was at Rideau, not Barrymores.....it's almost been two weeks, and she hasn't tried to contact me. Me: OHH Well call her! Him: I can't!!! I don't have her # or her e-mail address...she has my e-mail address though, and said she'd get in touch...it's all up to her now. Me: Well hrmph..you should take a pen and paper with you to barrymores from now on :P Him: It wasn't at barrymores that I ran into her...it was at the bus top at Rideau....I didn't get her number because she had to get her bus. Me: well...hrrmph. Him: You're forest green....did you know that? Me: Huh? Him: Something I was thinking about on the way home....thinking about my friends and determining colours and textures that represent them according to my psyche Me: How did I end up forest green? And what colour is Lisa? Him: I don't know exactly why you are forest green....not sure why my dad is a really dark navy blue either......lisa doesn't seem to have a color though Me: Then how did you apply names to colours then? I'm confused. Him: *shrug* I just envisioned it.....I started thinking your name....then I started thinking colours.....and I matched them up. Yeah I know, this is a freakin' long entry, and none of it is really me talking about anything. But Lisa dared me to put up my entire icq log with James, but it's almost a whole K when I saved it to my hard-drive. So I figured cutting and pasting some stuff would be some nifty brain-candy. *SQUISH* *SQUISH* I'm squishing your head! I'm squishing your head!! Hahahahaha.... I love The Kids In The Hall, I used to have the biggest crush on Dave Foley and Bruce McCullough.
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